Day 59

[lewsterrett]

Hello ALL,

Its been almost 2 months since my wife left me. Last weekend I went through a life changing ministry that i recommend to everyone. I left with a new strenghth. I am now sleeping even more than ever with the Shalom peace of Jesus. I dont have anxiety like I used to. I still have a level of anxiety as I have a soul tie connection to my wife. She is having great pain due to having 4 herniated discs in her back. I feel her in distress although she is on the other side of the mountain. I dont have depression anymore. I dealt with even my self defeating and self destructing feelings toward her. I pray to the Almighty God to restore my marriage but in the case she chooses not to heed the voice of teh Lord then I will be prepared for the next person to come into my life.

I have a hope for the future and the future is good. Not to say that these wont be bumps in the road. After all when one follows Christ there is no guarantee of having safe passage very much the contrary. In case you want more information on the ministry i recommend checking the site out. Discovery!

I only wish I had attended the day this happened. It is so dynamic and life changing for the simple reason is that the Lord Jesus is in control. I will not give you details so that in case you attend you are not cheated of what you need. The website is very modest is what they say. I can tell you as an alumni that there are aspects to this that I cant tell you but WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOR THE BETTER. I am telling you the truth that I saw 59 lives changed right before my eyes. I have my son this weekend and he has told me that there is a definite change. I am feeling love from him and I can give him genuine love. Everyone has had different life experiences. The Lord will meet you where you are. Many Blessings I will post as I can. May the Sabbath Angels be at work in your lives today!

[Luba]

Very uplifting message, LS, I'm happy you are doing so well!

[PepsiChic]

it is so good to hear you are doing much better and that faith is helping you find your way back to yourself.

i hope that as time goes on, you heal more and more.

[lewsterrett]

Many thanks for your kind words. I was able to deal with my wife earlier in that she was changing the care arrangements with my son. I stood up to her and she felt that I was being ugly to her she made mention that this was the reason why she left. Well all i did was stand up for myself. She is going to see alot more of that and then some. I will not tolerate any manipulation or abuse anymore I dont have to and I wont. I have given her the time benefit to find ministry herself and she has not made any effort to attend any. Thats ok because people like who I am and so do I. I am an honorable and worthy man. I have a great well paying job a house, car and things are well. If my wife chooses to come back Ill rejoice. If not then I'll find someone that loves me for me and loves my son for who he is. He is a great respectful, kind, spiritual and loving kid who is a star soccer player and A student. He deserves a mother that will give him unconditional love too without games and manipulation. Please pray for her as she will be the one to suffer the greatest loss by losing the both of us.

[Luba]

It's wonderful to see the strength you are exhibiting, LS! You've come a long way; and you still hold no bitterness for your wife, that's so great, IMHO! I hold you all in my prayers!

[Weiser]

This is very nice to hear lewsterrett! I am glad things are looking up for you

[Meanon]

Great news I'm glad you're doing so well now