God spoke to me today

Stone · 02-27-2005, 01:26 PM

I went to church today, unfortunatly I only do so when my life is a disaster. :? Last night and many many nights before I cried myself to sleep because I was afraid to be a single mom and I still was unsure of my decision to keep the baby.

At church the abortion subject was "slightly" brought up among other things that hit very close to home. Adultury, Porn, parenting, faimly values, marriage ect. and I never have expeirenced anything like I did today I left with 1000 tons lifted off my shoulders. I know I made the right decision by keeping the baby and God deffinatly reminded me of that SEVERAL SEVERAL times. I cried all thru church witch I would usually hide but this time I just didn't care and to top it off at the end when I went to pick up Noah from the daycare my eyes we're a little swollen this little girl with ponytails who I have never seen before ran up to me with a huge smile on her face and gave me the biggest hug it was just amazing... I can't describe the way I feel... I just know now 100% that everything will be ok.

darkangelism · 02-27-2005, 02:24 PM

Thats great, kids sometimes are the biggest lift to our spirits.

Duke · 02-27-2005, 02:27 PM

I love it when kids do stuff like that, they have no idea how much it affects adults. I'm glad that you feel you made the right choices here SH. It has been a tough road for you over the past while so it's nice to see you with some hope.

Does this mean you'll be attending church more often now?

darkangelism · 02-27-2005, 02:33 PM

Maybe it was God's way of saying, that keeping Ally was good, in a few years it will be her running into your arms and giving you that hug.

Duke · 02-27-2005, 03:02 PM

Personally I'm not sure how much I believe in the God aspect of this post but I am happy that SH had a good day and is no longer second guessing herself.

Stone · 02-27-2005, 03:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by darkangelism

Maybe it was God's way of saying, that keeping Ally was good, in a few years it will be her running into your arms and giving you that hug.

That's what I thought to, and yes I will be attending church regulary.

Duke · 02-27-2005, 06:18 PM

Thats cool.

Merika · 02-28-2005, 09:40 AM

That was a wonderful post SH! I've found if someone takes a step towards God....He will come running towards you. In one hour....he can heal more pain, answer more questions and gove more comfort....than years of anything else. I have no idea why we make life so hard on ourselves....when the answer is only a breath away.