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My Dad died when I was a teen and it has put a deeply rooted fear in me since then. from Ayla
You know what.....I've always wondered what happens to a teen who goes through a REAL emotional turmoil! They create so many of their own due to the dramatic nature of the age....and are so absolutely sensitive....I can't imagine having something come along which is as horrible as losing a parent when you are a teen. The long lasting effect must be really traumatic! I would think the FEAR would always be there. Thank GOD.....you have a good strong healthy Marine to love!
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It's hard on anyone to loose a parent, but when you're young and think you know everything...I think it's twice as hard. You don't quiet know what to do with yourself. I was mad at God for a really long time after my Dad died. I couldn't understand why. My Dad was a good man, yet (this is how I saw it) he took my Dad from me when there are so many evils walking this earth he could've taken.
Since I moved away I have lost 2 people whom I love very dearly...both from massive heart attacks...and I live with the sorrow that I didn't get to tell them just how much they meant to me...
So now I live like 500 miles from my family and I'm always afraid something is going to happen and I won't see them alive again. When I go for a visit I'm petrified that it will be the last time I'll see them. It makes me appreciate them more, which is a good thing. My Grandma is 70 and has all kinds of health problems and it literally terrifies me that one day my mom will call me and tell me something has happened and I need to come home. I mean, I KNOW that day will come, but I live in fear of that day...
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Thank GOD.....you have a good strong healthy Marine to love
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Um...I'm not married to a Marine! :wink:
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