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03-14-2005, 01:07 AM
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As in from today, I am a free woman
I've gotten up on a much better mood today.
The world is mine to conquer! Plus... I am a free woman. Too bad all I4ll be doing for the next three weeks is study! Promise to catch up afterwards(and maybe even fill you in if you're being nice  !I'm all talks, I'm a good girl. Alone, but good. Are those two incompatible? |
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03-14-2005, 01:42 PM
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Vautrin, you were right. I got home and... I'm all depressed. I'm alone. I have only been alone one month in six years. IT's a whole economy out there for single people that I do not know, like or want.
It's strage. I feel strange being alone. I reconsider all the relationships I have with my male peers... God, I must be insane. I'm soo mixed up, I miss him a lot and I feel vulnerable. It's so weird to be alone. I have no one to tae care of or who thins about me. All of a sudden I really feel that my family is away and my friends too... I think it's my resisting change so strongly. He breaks my heart, he sends me the sweetest more delicate messages. And he cannot let go. Very weird. I see him all of a sudden as the man I fell in love with one year ago. And still he's not the same... and all the things we shared... My parents act like someone just died around me. I'm somehow detached, like it isn't happening to me. Wonder how it will be when it hits me... Love you all, Twinkle |
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03-14-2005, 02:00 PM
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First of all, you are alone. You don't have a boyfriend in your life at the moment. And it is strange, but allow for that.
When you first entered a relationship it must have been strange also. Don't worry too much about that though. After every change, life is strange at first. There is not a magic cure to fix that. And there are a lot of people who think of you. But at the moment it is hard to realize that. Your family does. Friends do. I do. Other posters here do. Don't forget that. Not in that special way, that you and your boyfriend (and previous bfs) had. But that is natural. No-one and nothing can fill the void that the break-up made. I can't. Your friends can't. And even your ex-bf can't. It's hard to come to accept that - allow yourself time for that. Suddenly he is making the effort, as he should have when your relationship started, or met the first problems. Now that he has lost you, by his own acts, he comes to that realization. And of course your thoughts are affected by the break-up. In a twisted way, the way you see him now, is partially due to the break-up itself. Realization already has set in, it seems. You did initiate the break-up. That does not mean you won't feel the hurt for the lost relationship, but it means you have a clearer grasp of the reasons why you broke up with him. Cry if you want to, vent your frustrations, anything that seems healthy to you. Know that there are people here listening to you, to comfort you if you need just that. Take care, Vautrin |
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03-14-2005, 02:26 PM
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03-14-2005, 02:45 PM
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It takes awhile to get used to being without someone in your life who you are used to being around. It's easier said than done
Whether this is your final break with him or even if you decide to give him another chance...... we all care about you and will support your decision. |
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