Started counselling

darkangelism · 09-23-2005, 01:11 AM

I started counselling last monday again. I have a new counsellor, so i have to get her up to speed on what is going on.

Merika · 09-24-2005, 10:55 PM

I could see where you feel you have to deal with the physcial situation due to your MS..........but other than that DA...you are a fine quick minded young man with lots of good qualities. Don't sell yourself short. You've got a handicap.....but so does everyone who plays golf. You are a winner at any table.....you just need to see this in yourself.

darkangelism · 09-24-2005, 11:20 PM

CP...not MS. I have a lot more issues then just that, im not exactly the happiest person.

Weiser · 09-25-2005, 01:16 AM

darkangelism · 09-25-2005, 01:22 AM

cerebral Palsy...its a muscle disorder, basically i had a stroke before I was born and so my right side is weaker and I have a limp. I think most people on here knew this, you didnt cause you havnt been here that long.

Weiser · 09-25-2005, 02:07 AM

Ahh, yeah I read something about it, but wasn't sure. It makes sense now.

Vautrin · 09-25-2005, 06:23 AM

Glad the counselling is starting again for you. Hopefully it will help you to deal with your issues.

And you may suffer from CP, but you have a good brain - you don't aspire to be a construction worker where the CP would be a real issue. It is a big inconvenience, but not one that is defining who you are and it does not annul your good qualities.

darkangelism · 09-25-2005, 12:14 PM

Yeah it only was an issue trying to be a pro athlete...which wasnt gonna happen anyway.

Meanon · 09-26-2005, 06:04 PM

It's great you are continuing with it. Do you get on OK with your new counsellor, DA? I know you were concerned about the change.

darkangelism · 09-26-2005, 06:44 PM

Yeah i do, she is pretty nice and easy to talk to. The time goes by quickly.

Duke · 09-26-2005, 07:58 PM

Maybe she has a crush on you :twisted:

JK, glad to see your back in councilling.

I have to agree with Merika here as well d00d. You are a good guy but you punish yourself for the stupidest crap ever and put way too high of expectations on yourself. I almost wonder if you should try and get a medical prescription for pot because it may mellow you out some. IMO, your wound way too tightly.

darkangelism · 09-26-2005, 08:07 PM

id never be able to get a med pot perscription for that in the US.

My counsellor is hot, so it would be cool if she had crush on me, but i dont think so. Yeah im working on trying to chill out more, the best way so far is beer.

Duke · 09-26-2005, 08:37 PM

Alcohol is a depressent I think although pot may be as well. Too bad you can't get a prescription for it because it really is good at levelling your moods out IMHO.

Weiser · 09-26-2005, 08:53 PM

In my experience stoners only have one mood - "Dude where's the chips".

I know I brought this up before in another post, but have you thought of self-hypnosis? When I was a stress ball I used that every night before I went to sleep and it worked wonders. No more stress, had more energy, more confidence, I thought better. It was just a good thing. I wish I could find the cd I used, I seem to have misplaced it during my move...

darkangelism · 09-26-2005, 09:04 PM

pot is an upper.

i dont know anything about self hypnosis ill look into it.