dreams of dying

[PepsiChic]

ive dreamt of dying before. years ago when i was on drugs. and my life was very very very low. near enough non-existent.

recently ive been having dream of dying again. and i didnt think much of it till my boyfriend said his normally pleasant dreams now end with me vanishing and him not being able to find me. i havent ever mentioned my recent dream of dying. and now both sets of dreams are worrying me.

why would i be dreaming of dying and why has hi normal dreams started ending with me vanishing? its all a little strange.

[Vautrin]

Dying as a symbol can mean many things. It is a change - "the old GG is gone, the new one is here." Something similar may apply to the vanishing in your bf's dreams - and it may also refer to the Long Distance part of your relationship.

But without more context it is hard to make such a call

[darkangelism]

i wouldnt worry about it.

[Luba]

Dream Moods Dictionary: Words That Begin With D

To dream of dying is not to be feared. The above link says it symbolizes inner changes....to read more, look under "die"

[PepsiChic]

thanks luba

i had a great talk with vautrin about it too (thankyou vautrin!)

and it really helped, i didnt feel nearly so worried as i have been.

I know dreams tend to be from things you fear or have thought about recently.

for about 6 years ive wished everyday i was dead. so i never ever feared it. it was something i wanted. instead i feared life. and living. So much has changed that recently, especially my bf, he played a big roll in heping me turn my thoughts around. and now i dont wish i was dead evryday, instad i dont want to die. its a huge huge thing for me to say that beause i never thought i would. so i know ive finally achieved something and hes incredibly proud! but now i dont want to die, obviously i now fear death, because ive been thinking about that its been at the front of my mind and i thnk thi could be why im dreaming it.

that after everything ive been through when i finally have something to live for, death would come and find me.

[Vautrin]

You're welcome. Hope you slept well too.

[PepsiChic]

i did! and i didnt dream of dying, well i dont think i did, i didnt remember my dream, but i know if it was bad i would of

[Vautrin]

Great to hear that

[PepsiChic]

ty

[j10]

Originally Posted by GamerGal

ive dreamt of dying before. years ago when i was on drugs. and my life was very very very low. near enough non-existent.

Did you find that you took the drugs to cope with life, or did you find the drugs to be the cause of your feeling of worthlessness?

[PepsiChic]

the drugs were a mixture of anti-depressants and sedatives/sleeping pills

the drugs were suppose to help but i honestly dont believe they did, infact i ended up overdosing on the sedatives. i took the anti-depressants because they were suppose to help and instead ended up becoming reliant on them even tho they werent really doing anything, infact if i missed one, i felt even lower then before i was on them.