Last Night's Dream
Loved my dream in the wee hours of this morning - NOT!
I was dreaming about something innocuous to begin with (so much so I forget) and then it moved to me having a voice conversation with J. for the first time since her unexplained absence and she says she went on some driving tour thing and hung out with a new friend.
Of course I was annoyed and I didn't believe her and I questioned her and then there was like this guys voice in the background. I was asking her if she was now seeing somebody and she wasn't really responding. And I just raged that she didn't have to make stuff up and lie, that she should have just told the truth and that I was angry because she lied/concealed the truth.
I woke up then and had a big of a coughing fit and felt nauseated and then couldn't get back to sleep easily.
I reckon it was just my insecurities and fears coming to the fore. I dunno, I hated it.
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