I couldnt stop

[darkangelism]

Tonight my drinking reached a new level, i couldnt stop myself. I was with the girl i like, and i kept drinking, i am worried that my drinking has reached and unheathly level.

[Duke]

Whadditellya, tell the next time ;-)

Why did you drink so much, are you depressed?

[darkangelism]

Cause it was there and i wasnt paying for it, i didnt puke or anything.

Yeah im depressed, though i wasnt when i started, I drank with two people in serious relationships and the girl i like and i slowly started feeling like i was worthless. She is all into the kiss on the cheek thing, so saying goodbye is so hard. I drank to celebrate the last class, i just got out of control...to the point where i i took a leak on the sidewalk. ill post again when im sober and will reflect on this.