[wolvesjr34]

Okay, so lets make that two friends... well one potential.

J. told me today her Father is seriously ill and from what I know she's closer to him than anybody else in her family. I don't know the details of the illness yet, but I worry greatly for her. I hope it's something her father can bounce back from.

I kind of suspected somebody in the family was going to be suffering a serious illness, just from the way her Mother and Father begged her to hurry up and go back to Colorado.

I've never felt more helpess in my life. Selfish I know, but I just want to be there for her so bad through all of this. Though I suspect she'll push it to the back of her mind until it becomes something she cannot ignore.

I worry.

And Pepsi, please don't mention this to her. I just needed to get this off my chest somewhere. I don't think she'd be happy if she knew I'd mentioned this to anybody.