Re: day 3
I know i talked to my half brother as he went through the same thing when my dad married his mom only to have him leave her.
I think i carry myself well. i have a well paying job. i dress nicely i dont think i look half bad. I may join the Messianic Synagogue which is what our current church is based on.
The spanish ministry pastor had sympathy on me and gave me his personal cell number.
She said that she needed time and space. i have tried calling her and she screens her calls. She calls back a few hours later. When i do try to talk to her she tries to get me off the phone as soon as possible. i have tried to text her and she doesnt acknowlege them.
my thing is just not knowing what she is thinking and what the next step is. She told me that at some point we would talk but it would have to be at the pastor's house with them present. a coworker tells me that this is so that she can have them handle the fallout after she tells me she doesnt want me in her life.
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