ive seen a psychiatrist once before, i lasted 3 sessions before i quit. the prying questions and pressure to talk about my past caused more damage then good, made me feel completely vulnerable and scared and i learnt to stop talking rather then to open up.
Im suppose to start therapy again on Thursday, ive begged fireblade all night not to make me go.
I dont feel safe with strange people, least of all those who will try to make me talk about things i have kept from everyone for many years of my life.
Like Ivy, i feel more comfortable sat behind a computer, talking to people on forums and msn then actually interacting with anyone
