Re: Day 2
He is 11 years old. We have been married 14 years. He just went to bed. I just looked through our photo album. We have willow tree figurines. She gave me one for Christmas that was both of us holding each other. What i would do to rewind the clock. I have been told to take it one day at a time. Im working on almost minute by minute. i feel so badly wanting to call her on the phone and talking to her. If I get a second chance i vow not to mess that one up. My son is going with her tomorrow. I pray for strenghth for me tomorrow. I am up one minute down the next. I am keeping a mask on for my son. my parents divorced when i was 7. when my son was born we vowed not to divorce for his sake. I am seeking God and I beleive that he puts people in your path for times as these. I have people at work that mean well. I am trying just to function. bedtime is very lonely.
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