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lewsterrett · 05-02-2008, 07:10 AM

For some reason my last post didnt make it on the day 1 post. Ill do a recap here. The events leading up to this were that I was non-functional in any way. I had no business leaving the house as i was a meanace on the roadways. I missed a few exits on the highway and came to miles down the road. I would turn around only to miss the exit again. I called my boss and told him what was going on. When i arrived to work I arrived late. Everyone at every meeting asked what was wrong with me. I had anxiety and felt like i was suffocating. I went to lunch with a group and i again began to suffocate. my boss recognized this and sent me home. I had bells palsy and a nervous breakdown a few years ago due to stress. I felt it coming on in my car as i was headed home. I needed something and didnt know what. I remembered that there was a synagogue a few miles down the road. I had attened this congreagation once so i was fairly farmiliar with it. My intent was to get prayer from the Rabbi or minister. (im a Christian but that is another forum and conversation) I dont know why but when I arrived I went to the Judica shop and felt like a zombie just staring at items and not paying too much attention. I was asked if i needed anything and not to feel like a cook i asked for some Havdelah candles. They were out. I then looked for the offices. I didnt know how to get in. A nice pregnant lady in the parking lot asked if I needed help and i was on the verge at this point and said yes.
She showed me how to get in and I met a kind lady who i asked if there was anyone there that could talk to me. She said that there was not and she would take my name and number. I agreed and she asked what this was in regards to. I told her my situation. I recived a powerful word of God from her. I drove home and dont remember even getting in the car i was about 10 miles away. The Lord spoke to me and revealed truth. i wrote this last night in my separate online blog.

I recognize that sometimes the worst attack of them enemy is ourselves. We tend to give the devil too much credit in crafting wild, complicated schemes. In my case I took my wife for granted. I did not recognize her for the person that she is. She has wonderful gifts that I cannot and shall not keep to myself. She is a child of Yeshua HaMashia. I have no place to restrain her as I have done in the past. It would be a dishonor to Yeshua HaMashia to do this and i will not dishonor my L-rd my King. Secondly I did not support her. There were many nights that she would minister to people by herself or someone else. I now see that I am the other bookend. How much more powerful would our ministries be when we are coveneant partners using our gifts given to us by Yeshua HaMashia. Third I put her gifts down in relation to mine when they are both given by Yeshua HaMashia. Her gifts are equally important to mine. Our gifts complement and are needed by the other. Fourth I need to value life, My own. I have medical issues that I have not addressed. I vow to Yeshua HaMashia that I am thankful for the life you gave me. I WILL make his temple holy. Fifth I will be flexible my life is not my own. It was put before the throne of Yeshua HaMashia when I made him my L-rd and Savior. if I have to drive a few miles then so be it. If i have to fly to Colombia, Borneo, Mozambique, or Iraq so be it.
I am pouring concrete right now and with the help of Yeshua HaMashia my foundation and marriage will be not only reinforced but NEW. Baruch HaShem Adonai- Blessed be the name of the Lord

Yeshua HaMashia is Hebrew for Jesus Christ,

I picked up my son from school, We rode bikes and had a good time. We slept well. I woke up refreshed. I have already taken care of some bills, my blog and this post. The Lord has given me hope. I will rest in him
Beloved Thank you all for your prayers and supplication. I cannot repay. I pray the Lord repay you in whatever manner you have need of. I leave these songs that I have been standing on for you and anyone else in need of them.
I Just Want You I Just Want You.mp3 - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music
CeCe Winans You're So Holy - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music
Jaci Velasquez I Will Rest In You - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music
I pray day 2 is a new beginning as i begin to rebuild myself so that we can in God's will rebuild the foundation of our marriage at some point.

05-02-2008, 07:10 AM	#1 (permalink)
lewsterrett Casual Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: texas Posts: 30	Day 2 For some reason my last post didnt make it on the day 1 post. Ill do a recap here. The events leading up to this were that I was non-functional in any way. I had no business leaving the house as i was a meanace on the roadways. I missed a few exits on the highway and came to miles down the road. I would turn around only to miss the exit again. I called my boss and told him what was going on. When i arrived to work I arrived late. Everyone at every meeting asked what was wrong with me. I had anxiety and felt like i was suffocating. I went to lunch with a group and i again began to suffocate. my boss recognized this and sent me home. I had bells palsy and a nervous breakdown a few years ago due to stress. I felt it coming on in my car as i was headed home. I needed something and didnt know what. I remembered that there was a synagogue a few miles down the road. I had attened this congreagation once so i was fairly farmiliar with it. My intent was to get prayer from the Rabbi or minister. (im a Christian but that is another forum and conversation) I dont know why but when I arrived I went to the Judica shop and felt like a zombie just staring at items and not paying too much attention. I was asked if i needed anything and not to feel like a cook i asked for some Havdelah candles. They were out. I then looked for the offices. I didnt know how to get in. A nice pregnant lady in the parking lot asked if I needed help and i was on the verge at this point and said yes. She showed me how to get in and I met a kind lady who i asked if there was anyone there that could talk to me. She said that there was not and she would take my name and number. I agreed and she asked what this was in regards to. I told her my situation. I recived a powerful word of God from her. I drove home and dont remember even getting in the car i was about 10 miles away. The Lord spoke to me and revealed truth. i wrote this last night in my separate online blog. I recognize that sometimes the worst attack of them enemy is ourselves. We tend to give the devil too much credit in crafting wild, complicated schemes. In my case I took my wife for granted. I did not recognize her for the person that she is. She has wonderful gifts that I cannot and shall not keep to myself. She is a child of Yeshua HaMashia. I have no place to restrain her as I have done in the past. It would be a dishonor to Yeshua HaMashia to do this and i will not dishonor my L-rd my King. Secondly I did not support her. There were many nights that she would minister to people by herself or someone else. I now see that I am the other bookend. How much more powerful would our ministries be when we are coveneant partners using our gifts given to us by Yeshua HaMashia. Third I put her gifts down in relation to mine when they are both given by Yeshua HaMashia. Her gifts are equally important to mine. Our gifts complement and are needed by the other. Fourth I need to value life, My own. I have medical issues that I have not addressed. I vow to Yeshua HaMashia that I am thankful for the life you gave me. I WILL make his temple holy. Fifth I will be flexible my life is not my own. It was put before the throne of Yeshua HaMashia when I made him my L-rd and Savior. if I have to drive a few miles then so be it. If i have to fly to Colombia, Borneo, Mozambique, or Iraq so be it. I am pouring concrete right now and with the help of Yeshua HaMashia my foundation and marriage will be not only reinforced but NEW. Baruch HaShem Adonai- Blessed be the name of the Lord Yeshua HaMashia is Hebrew for Jesus Christ, I picked up my son from school, We rode bikes and had a good time. We slept well. I woke up refreshed. I have already taken care of some bills, my blog and this post. The Lord has given me hope. I will rest in him Beloved Thank you all for your prayers and supplication. I cannot repay. I pray the Lord repay you in whatever manner you have need of. I leave these songs that I have been standing on for you and anyone else in need of them. I Just Want You I Just Want You.mp3 - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music CeCe Winans You're So Holy - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music Jaci Velasquez I Will Rest In You - Song - MP3 Stream on IMEEM Music I pray day 2 is a new beginning as i begin to rebuild myself so that we can in God's will rebuild the foundation of our marriage at some point. Last edited by lewsterrett : 05-02-2008 at 05:30 PM.