[wolvesjr34]

I don't really knwo where else to put stuff, so I'll probably just keep adding things here.

Right now I feel so very insignificant. Since J. Moved back hoem with her family she doens't respond to emails or text messages, and i have to nag the frig out of her to get online and play some games. I understand being busy, but to not even say "I can't come on today, because I am busy" when asked if coming online.... it's not that hard.

It's so very frustrating. I want to just not email her ever and see how that makes her feel, but that sounds cruel, so I won't do that.

It's like, when she needs somebody I'm there, and when I need somebody, it's so very hard for her to be there. I told her I wish she hadn't moved home because I'm going to get to spend even less time with her now, regardless of the job she gets. She's going to spend all that time with her family.

I guess I'm selfish.