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Originally Posted by Vautrin
Perhaps a strange question, but what keeps you in Tasmania?
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Besides the fact it is the greatest place on earth? Besides the fact I have no money (only earn enough to get by)?
I just cannot take a leap of faith and fly to Colorado for a woman who gives me all sorts of mixed signals. Someone who acts like I mean a lot more than she says, but is too afraid to just say that she wants to see what we could have (if indeed she wants to).
I've only just mended my heart from losing the chance with B. I just need something to work with. Bad enough that I worship the ground J. walks on really. I think. I don't know.
I just know she's the last thing I think about before I go to sleep and pretty much the first thing I think about when I wake up (whetehr that be in the middle of the night or in the morning).
It's always been me doing the dedicated things. Always been me showing my love. I really just need her to show it to me, if that is what she wants (although she already says she just can't tell how she feels is real if we haven't met - which I think is a cop out, because you feel for who a person is, not how they feel to touch etc (although that is important)).
*sigh*
sorry for the long reply.