Re: Hello from Down Under
I supose I should add that I find life somewhat pointless. Well entirely pointless. I know this is because the one thing that matters to me is the hardest thing to find. Someone to love who will love me in return.
I haven't had much luck in that department, and I always fall for the wrong people, or so it seems. Perhaps its more I only fall for the people an ocean away... but then, that would be because they are the only people that take the time to get to know me.
But as far as I can deduce, without love, life just sucks. I see no reason to do anything. I still do it, but I get no satisfaction out of anything, because I'm doing it alone.
I think that's why I enjoy gaming, because I don't tend to do that alone, and when I achieve something J. is often there with me. Well that and she's the only one I want by my side... but there's this ocean... and some rocky mountains and all between us *sigh*
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