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wolvesjr34 · 04-27-2008, 07:18 PM

So this is a little introduction. Knowing me it could be come a long one.

I found my way here courtesy of GamerGal, she believes this place can help me feel better about myself. I hope she's right.

My name is AJ, I'm from Launceston, Tasmania, Australia. I am 26. I have weight issues (on the too darn heavy side), abandonment issues, not many people I feel I can trust and finding love as a lesbian in Launceston... the hardest thing ever.

Perhaps my biggest problem is that I don't feel loved. I don't have many friends, as I find it hard to connect with people. I don't understand this as I have no issue getting along with people... but I guess I'm just too loud or too weird for most in real life. I have many people online around the world that I have gotten along really well with. Most of them have moved on with their lives now though.

I often feel lonely, and spend most of my time gaming if I can. I mostly play with J. who is pretty much my best friend these days, but there's complications there and I just don't think I should start on that right now.

B. is my other close friend, she's from South Africa and was probably to this point the love of my life. Really couldn't imagine my life without her in it, she's the wise one for me these days. Having gotten past the end of our relationship and friendship being all that we would have, I thought life would really be easier.

But it isn't, and I'm wondering if it ever will be?

I currently work 10 hours a week as a telemarketer for a real estate, and that's probably the one good thing in my life at this time, as it occupies my brain for a few hours a day several days a week.

I'm sports crazy and really glad that my Australian Rules Football team is winning, as I don't think I'd be coping too well if they weren't. I get a bit over involved in sports at times, because I am very passionate about it. Unfortunately I take the losses way too personally.

I'm also keen on music and writing. Hope to one day have a novel published, when I find the motivation and way past this writer's block (creative writing, obviously I have no issue talking about myself).

I think I should stop here.

So um, hi!

04-27-2008, 07:18 PM	#1 (permalink)
wolvesjr34 Established Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Posts: 340	Hello from Down Under So this is a little introduction. Knowing me it could be come a long one. I found my way here courtesy of GamerGal, she believes this place can help me feel better about myself. I hope she's right. My name is AJ, I'm from Launceston, Tasmania, Australia. I am 26. I have weight issues (on the too darn heavy side), abandonment issues, not many people I feel I can trust and finding love as a lesbian in Launceston... the hardest thing ever. Perhaps my biggest problem is that I don't feel loved. I don't have many friends, as I find it hard to connect with people. I don't understand this as I have no issue getting along with people... but I guess I'm just too loud or too weird for most in real life. I have many people online around the world that I have gotten along really well with. Most of them have moved on with their lives now though. I often feel lonely, and spend most of my time gaming if I can. I mostly play with J. who is pretty much my best friend these days, but there's complications there and I just don't think I should start on that right now. B. is my other close friend, she's from South Africa and was probably to this point the love of my life. Really couldn't imagine my life without her in it, she's the wise one for me these days. Having gotten past the end of our relationship and friendship being all that we would have, I thought life would really be easier. But it isn't, and I'm wondering if it ever will be? I currently work 10 hours a week as a telemarketer for a real estate, and that's probably the one good thing in my life at this time, as it occupies my brain for a few hours a day several days a week. I'm sports crazy and really glad that my Australian Rules Football team is winning, as I don't think I'd be coping too well if they weren't. I get a bit over involved in sports at times, because I am very passionate about it. Unfortunately I take the losses way too personally. I'm also keen on music and writing. Hope to one day have a novel published, when I find the motivation and way past this writer's block (creative writing, obviously I have no issue talking about myself). I think I should stop here. So um, hi!