[Duke]

Welcome Chris, it's very great to have you with us!

Before I respond to your post I want you to know, the people here don't pretend to care, they genuinely care about one another so if your looking for a place where what you say is important, you've come to the right place. The best description I can think of in regards to this site is it's very much like an online family.

The other thing I'd like to state is that we only really offer feedback on your situation if you ask for it. It doesn't help most people to have advice crammed down their throats at every turn so we're here to listen, understand and support you first, offer any help we can second, and support you in your decisions throughout the entire process.

Welcome home!

As for your situation, it is not you!!! People don't usually manufacture issues around them, they notice them and react in whatever way either draws them comfort or helps them forget the negativity. I think the best thing you can do for yourself is ensure you don't take any responsibility for whats going on around you, it's not your fault nor is it your imagination.

I am curious though, do you have relatives, friends, etc., that you can move in with? Also, is it imperative you stay with your current employer, can you not find a different job elsewhere?