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Originally Posted by Luba
GG, may I ask why you think you are a bad person? To me, a bad person is one who hurts others intentionally, is cruel, and has no regard for anything or anybody. You aren't that way at all; I can't see you intentionally hurting anyone, or being cruel, or not caring for others.
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mainly because i have a terrible habit for blaming myself for everything, i blame myself for the rape, the bullies, the insults, for letting people use me for sex, for being talked into drugs, alcohol, for letting my ex abuse me, for moving home twice for someone who thought i was worthless, for hurting people - yes i have hurt people, yes mainly unintentionally and almost always due to my insecurities but i hate myself for knowing that i have hurt someone. i find im a bad person for allowing bad things to happen to me - thats the easiest way i can sum it up.
your both such incredibly kind people to not think i am a bad person. thankyou
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