I can smell my ex
Sometimes i get the feeling something is wrong, i dont know what, when or where, just that something somewhere isnt right, and it normally makes me quite restless, not scared, just restless to know what it is.
Generally im right, something is wrong or something has happened to someone i know/love.
within the last 15 mins i had this feeling, that something was wrong, but its not so much made me restless, but made me nervous, and has put me on edge. im sat here feeling quite nervous.
it wasnt till i thought about what it could be, then i realized that i could smell something, just in the air (or in my head) and i reconized it, without realizing it. Its the aftershave my ex used. I know the smell anywhere, i'll never forget it, but now i can smell it and its freaking me out. I dont know if its just because i feel insecure (my boss leaves me feeling insecure after every night at work) and being insecure has made my head suddenly think up the smell. or if maybe my dads bought the same aftershave and has used it. or is my ex hiding somewhere near by (the least likely thing i know..)
either way its freaked me out, and i feel nervous, kinda scared and insecure. worried. and pretty stressed out (im doing a great job of stressing myself out even more every minute)
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