Awww TZummer....I'm so sorry you are feeling so depressed.
I had an emotional breakup a couple of years ago at Christmas and I can totally sympathize with how you are feeling. You just don't get over someone as quickly as you would like to. The longer you were together....the harder it is. You've got to give it the time to heal and time for you to see beyond where you thought that relationship had the potential of going.
I can tell you that as time moves along.....you do begin to look back and see the relationship in a different light. You'll one day be able to see where it wouldn't have worked due to any number of reasons. It's just hard to see that clearly when your heart is blinded in a numb pain.
You are young and have your whole life ahead of you. When you are ready, you'll meet someone else and share a better love. You'll have children, a career and a whole new bunch of dreams together.
Till then though....I won't minimize how you are feeling. It hurts like hell. For now, you aren't over your first love.....you are just learning how to live without her. And only time.....will get you to the other end of that.
Take care of yourself....take your meds....see a therapist if needed...post till you get it all off your chest....and know that there are people who care.
Hang in there my friend......
Merika
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