Re: Facing up to reality
thankyou tdklady for such kind words
darkangelism, i sabotaged my life for 2 years, drug abuse, alcohol abuse, in trouble with the police left home at 16, then let a man sabotage the last 3 years, hes was a drug user, and violent alcoholic, and then carried on where i left off before, im trying to get out of a lot of it, infact i havent touched drugs now for about 10 months. its a start i guess, buts very very early down a long road of undoing the last 6 years.
I just wanna forget it all, but the more i try anf forget or hide it all the more it hurts or effects me. I moved back to my home town, got a stable job and im just trying very very hard to get through life. arent we all.
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