Re: Facing up to reality
Ive seen a psychiatrist, saw one for 2 years left feels worse then when i started. He said id created a defensive wall called a "mind block", he recommended me for hypnotheropy and apparently my sub-consious still put it up.
the legal system isnt bad here in England, they have been cracking down on rape cases in the 1800's but, i dont think i will ever go to the police about it. doing that would mean my parents would get involved. and thats just not something im willing to do.
Thankyou all for your posts, i cant express how much i appriciate it but i do. was so close to begging duke to delete it last night. Im sort of glad i didnt coz now ive said it i dont have to hide it. I still worry, get scared of what everyone thinks of me. Your ll such nice people, im just very weary and for that im sorry.
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