thanks luba for posting merika's e-mail. it was beautiful and brought tears to my eyes.
Merika,
I am sooooo happy to hear the way you're handling things. you know that i know what you're going through (on my 3rd time here), and just accepting it is so much easier for everyone then trying to fight it. Like you said, you will soon have a beautiful, happy, healthy little baby living with you (I think?) that will bring you soooo much laughter and happiness you can't even begin to imagine it. I know that i will never regret taking my little bundle of joy into my home. she is the glue that holds this family together.
I've said it many times in different threads in here. things happen for a reason and god doesn't hand you anything you can't handle. what you've been going through proves that beyond the shadow of a doubt. jackson will be just fine and cloe, i'm sure, will be a good mommy and work at her future. and you, well, you'll continue being the loving mom, gramma and good person that you've always been. you're a strong woman, life proves that.
please keep us updated on cloe and jackson. give them both a huge hug from me and let them both know that they're all in my thoughts, always. and, you do know that you can e-mail me at any time. i may not respond immediately but you know i will when i can.
life sure through us both a curv huh? but you know, i think it made us even stronger and see what's important in the end. {{{{{{{ big hugs }}}}}}}