As I've said on other posts....I felt the same way when I was pregnant with Sn00py (screenname...I didn't NAME him that in real! HAHA!)
I got pregnant at a time when the marriage was already in shambles, I had cervical cancer and I didn't want another child. I felt that way until he was born. I was so embarassed before God because I didn't want the baby at all.
And then the moment he was born... I loved him with more passion than one could imagine. As a matter of fact, I still do.
In your case, you already have a child which demands special attention and having another baby is probably feeling overwhelming. Those feelings will change down the road though. Just give it time....
Remember....Star wasn't real excited over the prospect of rasing a grandchild till the time came....now she is in baby heaven just as happy as she can be.
