I won't be drinking at all anymore, or smoking but that's o.k.
For some reason I just am not happy and can't get excited about it. I told my father last night and he won't talk to me, He told my mother that he was just begining to be so proud of me and I have come such along way with my career and everything and now he thiks I am ruining everything I worked so hard for
as much as I hate to say it I would have to agree.
I have never thought of abortion as a choice for me, but I do not discriminate it, I can't help to think how much eaiser my life would be if I just got one, but I think the guilt would haunt me for the rest of my life, that being said Greg has brought it up several times witch doesn't make me feel so great about the situation.
One minute he says we need to terminate the pregnancy and the next he says a baby will be a nice addition to our faimly and we should get married asap. This will be my 2nd child as an unwed mother at a very young age, but before I got pregnant I was entertaining that fact of having another one soon, I don't know what to do.