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twinkle · 02-07-2006, 05:04 PM

God, God GOD!!!

What's important is not what GOD feels ot THINKS, we don't KNOW what he feels or thinks, but our relationship with him. I hate "God" reasons.

I had sex for the first time when I was almost 20 and I did it only because the guy I was dating led me to believe he'd be leaving me otherwise - we were dating for 6 months already. I didn't want to do it because ... I knew he wasn't "the one". I was really hoping I was wrong, but then, I simply didn't want to lose him, even if he was not as special as I imagined 'the one" would be.

Hopefully everyone would be lucky enough to find that "special" one and make them to be the first, one and only in their life. But then it's so rare, so unique to just meet this person, that... whatever happened before does not matter. I mean the important thing, wheather we are waiting to have sex or not, is to keep searching and to be true to ourselves.

02-07-2006, 05:04 PM	#14 (permalink)
twinkle Veteran Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Posts: 2,255	God, God GOD!!! What's important is not what GOD feels ot THINKS, we don't KNOW what he feels or thinks, but our relationship with him. I hate "God" reasons. I had sex for the first time when I was almost 20 and I did it only because the guy I was dating led me to believe he'd be leaving me otherwise - we were dating for 6 months already. I didn't want to do it because ... I knew he wasn't "the one". I was really hoping I was wrong, but then, I simply didn't want to lose him, even if he was not as special as I imagined 'the one" would be. Hopefully everyone would be lucky enough to find that "special" one and make them to be the first, one and only in their life. But then it's so rare, so unique to just meet this person, that... whatever happened before does not matter. I mean the important thing, wheather we are waiting to have sex or not, is to keep searching and to be true to ourselves.