stoneheather, that is exactly what i thought about that made my decision of not taking the baby and giving him up for adoption. as hard as this is for me, i know it's the best thing for the baby.
I'm hoping really hard that this turns my daughter around. So far, she is co-operating very well. she's surprising everyone involved that knows how she is. they're all amaized at how well she's listening and behaving right now.
I went to visit with her this afternoon and we had a chance to talk, just her and i. i took her for something to eat at the cafeteria then we went to her room and talked. she asked me a billion questions about what to expect and i answered every one of them truthfully so there won't be any surprises for her qhen she starts labor (which will be sunday night now by the way). She's really looking forward to coming home and so am i.
I will be with her from the minute she gets induced on sunday night until well after the baby is born (then i'll go home for a shower and come back to her again). I want to spend as much time with this baby as i possibly can.
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