Ist of all welcome to the site and welcome to my life!! :? Your situation sounds extreamly similar to mine. When kids are involved we seem to put them infront of our own happiness. I do and I am miserable, at the age of my children they can't notice yet but in time they will and hopefully I will have cleaned up this mess I have made.
If you are the only one working he has NO RIGHT to judge or nag about a dammed thing!! I am courious to see his reasoning for not finding a job.. that isn't a good rolemodle for children. unless he is playing Stay at home dad but I doubt it. Get to the bottom of it with him. you need someone who will atleast HELp raise the kids or what is he good for?
In addition like I said above I truley know how you feel.. I feel like I am missing out on True Happy Love and am stuck with a SOB because he fathers my children.. who know's maby that love will be rekindled with us I doubt it. but something keeps me here. and I have knocked him on his arse before he is much bigger than I and it just made me look like an unstable psycho so as much as you would like to DON"T DO IT!! punch a pillow... I don't gather that you would just upset with him now. If you are feeling anything like I do I feel lonley, hopless and I keep trying to fix something that is broken with no help from the other person :? It's a strugle being in a relationship by yourself.
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