I don't understand why my boyfriend can't be at least being supportive with me for ONCE? Everytime there's some mistakes I made, OOPS, then he'd get upset... treat me like crap! It makes me upset and feel MAD at the same time. I mean nobody is perfect and everybody is entitled to make mistakes in their lifetime, right? :roll: I swear sometimes if I could beat him up ya know to have him knock it off and stop being like that but I can't because he's way bigger than I am.
I've been trying to have my chin up, praying to GOD that everything will go OK for all of us (kids) and all. I rather not to say WHY or what's the problem was because its kind of personal and rather embarassing PLUS Im new here so I don't know anyone here. I just need to take out of my chest, I just can't take it anymore that's all. It's just like Im fed up with his crap, sick of it already. I know I should leave him but I'm afraid to leave him tho. I'm too confused with myself and don't know what to do :?: :? I'm just frustrated with everything with him. I've been supporting my kids and my lazy ass guy -- he WON'T go out to find a job. (I'll not go into that to tell you why, its pathetic anyway and I might tell later why he won't find job) anyway, it's just getting this little to get over my head. I'm really fed up with this and his crap. I feel like to scream I'm too tired I don't know what to do!!!!
