its kinda complicated ill post why when i get a chance.
update: ill explain now and will clarify anything thats unclear when im sober. Basically, i like my friend, and she doesnt like me back and i tried and it didnt work out and i still like her and its been about a year now. She has tried to get closer friendship with me and talks about guys she likes and i have really bad jealousy and so i ended up really sad when she isnt into me at all. I dont understand it, she is right for me and im right for her, so i end up sad when she doesnt like me. I also feel bad about the fact hat i feel this way.
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