[godiva]

well im still not divorced.... as for the relationship i was in we realized were better off as friends, and yeh the friendship is not as close as it was.... mostly my fault tho because of awkardness... i seem to sabatoge my relationships and i cant really understand why, i guess my thinking has always been its better to dump than be dumped which i could just wrap my head around for better understanding.... and the biggie i have come to realize is i use my "marriage" as a safety net 8O