I think in alot of cases, especially with a horrific childhood like you did Eeper, that those memories and hurts can follow people for their whole lives. I don't know if that's a chemical imbalance or if life just sucked so bad...until it's hard to live the rest of it without residual bitterness and anger. I know I sure would.
I know in many thing that happened to me later in life....talking to someone (such as I do with Meanon for FREE who is a therapist) has really helped me see things in a different prospective. Have you ever found any sort of therapy or counselling as being helpful?
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