Well I use to do extasy about 6 months ago, me and a tight group of friends would do it everyweekend and it was amazing, we all felt so close to one another and being on e we could talk about anything. Especially things that were normally difficult to talk about, so we felt an extreme bond between one another. The thing was the when we were sober it was pretty awkward, we didn't have much to talk about. The only thing we had in common was taking drugs together.
I loved the feeling of e, it's the best feeling I ever felt in my life, I am not going to deny it. But coming off of e is one of the hardest things to do you, You can't think of one happy thought. So I cut back on it because my parents were getting suspicious about the fact that every saturday and sundays, I would be sick and not get out of bed all day.
I am very sorry to say that a few people that I use to do e with are now full on drug addicts. A couple of them are addicted to yay (cocaine) and they really are not the same peopple that I once knew. It is very hard to see peopple close to you completely ruin their lives. We tried to help them but I think for someone to really change their lives around, they need to want it as bad as the people that care about them.
Anyways, I have experimented with alot of drugs, but have never been addicted to any. I am now drug free, and won't be doing drugs for a year now. I just wanted to say that I've seen extasy ruin lives, and it breaks my heart to think of anyone doing this drug.
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