Yeah I will see the girl again, i have 4 of my 6 classes next semester with her. I wasnt planning on driving drunk, she was supposed to be my designated driver, and only have 1 beer, but she ended up getting drunk on 4 drinks, and said she couldnt drive, and she was using my car, so i was like ill drive then, and after she passed out i spent 2 hours trying to find her house before i finally did. I am ashamed of myself cause i have said i wont drink and drive, and the first time i have a chance i do. I also started smoking, sort of, i had a few puffs of a cigarette. I know i was wrong to drink and drive, i feel guilty otherwise i wouldnt have said anything. If i had hurt or killed anybody id prolly have killed myself.
I am still stressed over this girl, but i have started talking to, and will be dating this girl at work, she likes me im pretty sure. I think she is ok, but i dont have serious feelings for her, its more that i am using her to affect my feelings for the other girl and hers for me, and the whole thing is really bad of me, but after a weekend of being teased i need a girl.
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