4 out of 10 means you have a reasonable chance to take control of the situation. With 10 out of 10 that would be impossible. You are a borderline case, and you better make certain that you are on the correct side of the border.
If you can indeed stop drinking until September, you are in control of the habit. But still, it would be wise to lessen a bit when September comes around again. You have no need for Dutch courage, DA; but need for real confidence. Again, look at how much you have accomplished and consider the disadvantages you have overcome to get this far.
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