yeah i know alcohol is a depressant, but i know that it takes a bunch of drinks b4 it makes me sad. Anyway, i didnt go buy more beer tonight, like i was going to, and im not drinking again until september. If i can do that, it means im still in control.
I think what bothers me the most is the fact that i dont care that much that i am an alcoholic, im just like oh well. Partially cause all my cousins are alcohlics too, most were when they were 18.
The other reason why i dont think its so bad is that the tests said if i had 4 of 10 conditions i was an alcoholic and i had exactly 4.
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