[darkangelism]

I am trying to find ways to improve myself. The mental aspect is the hardest part. I have days,like today where i feel good and then there are days(the majority) where i feel bad. The last few girl rejections really messed up my confidence. On the other hand i had the two girls i like give me advice(though somewhat conflicting) on things i could do to be more attractive. Cut my hair is number one, one says i should get as muscular as possible as she and most girls like that, the other one disagrees. They said that if i can cook for a girl thats a good thing, and im trying to learn. One of them said that i shouldnt be self concious about my disability because if its the reason that a girl doesnt like me then she isnt worth my time anyway.