[darkangelism]

Tonight i hung out with my friends for the last time as they are grsduating and i wont see them again. Anyway there was this girl there that i knew, but i had never really talked to her and i found out that she has a disability too i just never noticed it. At that point i waas like hmm, maybe i have a chance with her because she understands me, so over the next few hours we hung out, my hand kept finding its way to her back or her leg, or the thing between her back and her legs and she was fine with it. But when i had the chance to take her home, i didnt, i didnt want her to feel that i felt sorry for her, or the other way around. I wanted a "normal" girl. I feel like i discriminated against her for her disability, even though thats what i feel people do to me.