You probably will always care how she's doing. This has nothing to do with something that you did. it's about her and how she's feeling inside. sounds like she's got some wild oats to sew. she will probably get hurt and end up regretting breaking up with you in the future.
That's what happened to me. By the time I realized that i made the wrong choice, he was married (I had heard through mutual friends) so I didn't pursue my heart at that time. I didn't want to confuse him and be the reason for trouble in his marriage. He had 2 kids with the girl, and is now divorced. But, the timing was never right for us.
I wish there was something I could say to take your pain away Paul. I know how devestating this all is for you and for her too. Time heals all wounds and it will heal yours.
My heart breaks for you. Big hugs!!!!
