Thanks for the welcome and the quick responces! As you may imagine i am sitting at work dwelling on this stuff basiclly useless due to my spinning mind. I KNOW that this man loves me. He says that he's doing this for us, and that it can only improve our relationship. I don't agree with him and think that it will be damaging for our relationship. I am completely honest with him, and he's hurt by me feeling this way, says that love is so much more than sex. he's right, but it is ALSO sex. My best friend says that i need to focus on my breathing and clearing it our of my mind, stress will only eat me up and make me useless to everyone and everything around me. I'm doing my best but when the man you love askes you not to take your clothes off in front of him, i simply can't help but feel aweful, rejected, and undesirable. You guys are great, thanks for your support! I need it now....
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