I was addicted to extacy for 2 years. I am 5'10 and at that time I weighed 98 lbs. Ex has herion, MDMA, Cocaine, Meth, rat poison ect. all packed in one little pill. I started out doing it recreationaly with my ex ( noah's father) we were hooked for a long time he is now in Rehab for Herion witch I KNOW started from Extacy. A very good man turned bad from this drug and I really don't think he will ever snap out of it.
Ex makes you feel like your on top of the world, you love everyone, everything feels wonderful, problems are gone, reality is gone. ect. but the thing nobody ever talks about is comming down from such a high. your body starts to shake, you become extreamly moody, and get to the point in life where you can only be happy if you take a little pill. Ex also eats your brain stem and years later simple things like feeding yourself can be difficult. I have much to add on this subject but will do so later when I am not working. I am so glad I got pregnant with my son! I stopped the moment I found out I was pregnant and I honestly think that if I would have continued this lifestyle I would be dead. I know several people that have ODed on ex.... Its horrible
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