He keeps messaging me... OMG... it's not that I don't believe he doesn't mean it, I just can't take it anymore.
It hurts like hell, we have at least 1000 pictures taken last year. Duke, could you please take off the gallerie the pics where we're together?
My friends tell me I'm crazy for leaving him for such an unsignificant event. But it like it stays with me forever. I cannot not think about it one day. Even when I'm at school, it's still behind my mind... poisoning me.
And it's so scary to be all alone. The time here reminds me of the best times we ever had - last spring we spent together. He was a different person, or I didn't know him the way I thought I did.
I cannot wait to get over this stage of bitterness!!!
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