Girls, if you do find it, please send it right to the address of the White House, those guys really need clear heads. (ok, not a Bush fan here)
It's so strange to hear you sepak of peace, Meanon. I wanted to post the fact that yesterday must have been one of the most horrible nights ever because I actually confronted the fact that I was breaking this relationship. So I must have hit an extreme low... This morning however I could still fuction, even properly, may say. I'm far from being a happy camper, but it's something Duke said that go to me: the feeling of a normal relationship. I was looking at people inlove in busses and trains today. I know it's not relavant, but they looked so serene, so peacefull.
So yeah, something must be totally wrong.
I feel the difference in mood at another level also: I feel attractive. Swear to God I was like knumed for months... I was checking guys out (didn't happen in ages!!!). So Vautrin, you were partially right, maybe it was a form of depression... I think I was simply unhappy...
I'm more and more confident that this is what I need to do each day... waiting for the week end to make a clear cut.
I'll keep you posted, eveyone.
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