your right, i do try and sabotage myself. I also dont learn so i just do the same things over and over again.
Im not gonna make an excuse, im just gonna leave it as it is, or as close to leaving the issue alone as i can. its probably less of a deal then i making it out to be, i mean i didnt say anything bad to her face other then i ike her and i did do the stupid thing of emailing her that night and repeated myself, an email she hasnt gotten yet. But i mess up enough that i know how to smooth things over, even some of the members on here can vouch for that.
Once i see her on tuesday in class, ill feel better about stuff, its the not knowing how bad i screwed up that bothers me the most.
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