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I am ashamed to say, no I haven't talked about that to anyone that really matters, like my husband and i KNOW I should because i do have some wishes.

I did have this kind of conversation with my sister in law last week though. I told her some of my wishes and she told me some of hers.

You'd think that I would've done this a long time ago since I did lose someone so young, I know life is short, but I hate talking about death. I'm so scared that if i start talking to hubby about this kind of thing that it will wammy us and he or i will die. I want to be cremated and hubby doesn't even know this. I do need to talk with him about this very soon. I don't even know if he wants to be cremated or not! that's bad!