I'm not judging you my dear I am in the same "emotional" boat as you, my relationship sucks now and I am miserable I KNOW I am to blame for alot of the relationship problem. I REALLY hope Greg and I work out but I am not counting on it.
This weekend I learned all about the meaning of the E work EFFORT!! You both have to put effort in the relationship or it won't work. But at the end of the day are you happy with him or without him that's something only you will know the awanser to.
Do you see yourself having a future with him?
Whatever you do DONT get pregnant like me
and make sure you are happy