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twinkle · 02-20-2005, 11:19 AM

I know, guys but picture this: I was on his case to get a job for months. Tried everything, from talking to him to harassing him, threaterning him, etc...

Now he actually did something, went out of his lethargy and came home with something to show for. And I mean big time.

I know he's stressing me out. I know he makes me feel unsecure about most things. But... I don't know. I communcate poorly also.

IT's not normal to have someone to constantly reassure me. It's twice as hard since I'm not in my own country, I'm not near my family and most of my friends have long left or are about to leave Paris.

SO yeah, you're absolutely right, it's not normal to freak out lke that everytime something happenes.

I think I'm not well also. eer ince last year I've suspected I have ADD. I have sever swing moods and ... a real hard time establishing long lasting relationships with my friends. I keep things inside and analyse, over and over and over, till the point that I'm not enjoying anything that I do or that happenes to me. I simply don't know whom I'm supposed to talk to about that.

Was swimming yeasterday and I have decided that I shall finally take diving lessons in March. I know that having a hobby and meeting new people will have it's way of helping me.

I know, I know he's immature and unsecure himself, but you see... if he's doing it, it's my fault also.

Heather, you're right. I do need to take a break. The only thing I may add is that I wish I could take it from myself. I mean... I don't know... I just don't want to give up that easily.

And the truth is that it's not him that has a problem, it's US. Since we're together in this. I may sound like a loser to you... but he actually made it to the big league. And I'm happy for him.

02-20-2005, 11:19 AM	#8 (permalink)
twinkle Veteran Member Join Date: Oct 2004 Posts: 2,255	I know, guys but picture this: I was on his case to get a job for months. Tried everything, from talking to him to harassing him, threaterning him, etc... Now he actually did something, went out of his lethargy and came home with something to show for. And I mean big time. I know he's stressing me out. I know he makes me feel unsecure about most things. But... I don't know. I communcate poorly also. IT's not normal to have someone to constantly reassure me. It's twice as hard since I'm not in my own country, I'm not near my family and most of my friends have long left or are about to leave Paris. SO yeah, you're absolutely right, it's not normal to freak out lke that everytime something happenes. I think I'm not well also. eer ince last year I've suspected I have ADD. I have sever swing moods and ... a real hard time establishing long lasting relationships with my friends. I keep things inside and analyse, over and over and over, till the point that I'm not enjoying anything that I do or that happenes to me. I simply don't know whom I'm supposed to talk to about that. Was swimming yeasterday and I have decided that I shall finally take diving lessons in March. I know that having a hobby and meeting new people will have it's way of helping me. I know, I know he's immature and unsecure himself, but you see... if he's doing it, it's my fault also. Heather, you're right. I do need to take a break. The only thing I may add is that I wish I could take it from myself. I mean... I don't know... I just don't want to give up that easily. And the truth is that it's not him that has a problem, it's US. Since we're together in this. I may sound like a loser to you... but he actually made it to the big league. And I'm happy for him.