Merika,
I don't know how she was before. But I think that more than seeking God, she searches for something ... She went to Palestina, tha year before and she wants to visit Israel next year. Maybe she wants/tries to forgive herself.
As far as my spiritual life concerns, I haven't given it that much of an importance.I feel at times the need to pray, it suffocates me. Don't know why, maybe because I do need HIM more in my life.
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