That sux Merika, sorry to hear it. I too have felt somewhat similar many years ago and made some drastic changes to eliminate the stress of always being a slave to others (thats how I felt about it anyway). Now I pick and chose when I want to go out which is once a week average. I now do things on my own schedule and couldn't be happier for it.
Is there any merit in re-locating somewhere where your not so popular. Let's face it, you're a hell of a great lady online so I have no reason to believe it's any different in person which is likely the reason people want to be around you.
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